I tend to think people are bad and that I just keep meet very bad people. This isn't true at all and I think it's just an excuse I make for my own behaviour. I'm a very bad person, really, if it wasn't for me a lot of people would be on the right track now and wouldn't do (or have done) some pretty fucked up shit. But it's all my fault, it always has been. I don't think I mean to but rather it...just happens. It's as if a force is driving me to make people do horrible things. A little sympathy for the devil, please. Maybe I am a really bad person but one person I haven't really had to push into a different, he's just a monster.
I think I'll write more later, I need to think more.
