I wish I could hug you and tell you life gets better Jeff.
I really do.
Best thing I can tell you is to get hard. Become callous and indifferent, otherwise life will chew up and shit out someone as kind hearted as you. As much as I hate to give you that advice, that is the only way I can see you surviving. I would love to live in a world where you could be an innocent(lol) indifferent happy bastard for the rest of your life it can't happen. I am seeing you get worn away bit by bit and it is heart breaking. Work, responsiblity, fitting in, all that shit(and it is shit), is breaking you by inches. Maybe most everyone else has ignored this part of you but I see it. I see a sad lonely kid who had nothing other then his inner world to keep him happy. I am seeing this inner world get broken, and in turn breaking you.
Shake it off, ignore happiness, ignore contentment, make yourself hard and ugly. You will last longer. Maybe in your old age you can reach out and try to grasp those things that made you whole once long ago.
Alright you fucking tards
Here is something for you to get your claws in.
There is a girl.
A 14T
Dumb as all fuck
But sweet suffering righteousness this girl has the perfect body. Large breasts, Tiny waist. Pear shaped ass, Gorgeous face. Bubbly light loving personality. Like 10/10 with auburn red hair and a fair ass complexion.
Perfect fucking girl
She is just dumb
like really really dumb
How do I get past stupidity so I don't get soft when she talks to me. Cause I spent the last 45 minutes trying to jack off to her, but I
got more limp then a (insert witty comment)!