SPOILERS: She'd say "I've heard that before."

But I totally mean it this time

>>3
We believe in you, man. Here's your one-day-clean chip. Thanks for sharing.

>>5
I relapsed.
I blame it on being sick in bed with internets at hand

> THE TWELVE CRACKYHOLICS STEPS
> 1. We admitted we were powerless over Cracky — that our lives had become unmanageable.
> 2. Came to believe that a power within ourselves could restore us to sanity.
> 3. Made a decision to take back control and live as per our own will.
> 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
> 5. Admitted to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
> 6. Were entirely ready to remove all these defects of character.
> 7. Humbly go about removing our shortcomings.
> 8. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
> 9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
> 10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
> 11. Sought through meditation to improve our identity and consciousness.
> 12. Having had a personal awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to Crackyholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

this sums up cracky and the stalkers

You would only obsess more about her.

Did you notice how Corben behaves exactly like a crackyholic? Being in contact with her only makes things worse, despite her abusive character.

Also, he deserves it...

>>10
...I had some rant typed about how I deserve her shit, but no. I am curious about her, more then is likely healthy, but the batshit crazy losing it is over. I'm not alone anymore. I don't need to imagine a life with you all as my friends and her as my master. I have a life. It's boring and a pain in the ass at times, but I like it. I am a good soldier. I am loyal, dutifull, respectful, selfless, honorable, with integrity and personal courage. I am considered weird and nerdy, but still well liked by my peers. NCOs appreciate my bearing, work ethic, and exceptionally high standards. I don't have friends but I don't need them.
I would like to get to know Lia, but I don't NEED Cracky anymore, I have purpose and goals.
Shit is all right